I have written many posts in the past few weeks, in my head that is. I am in need of inspiration and creativity. I know that the less creative activity I do, the less creative I am, but it has been a challenge to create a meal that is palatable. I think there are a few factors one is when I peed on that magic stick 14 weeks ago I focused my attention and energy on not worrying about another negative outcome. So I busy-ed myself with reading novels and my daily tasks. My blogging ritual during the day became more and more sporatic because I used my afternoon breaks to take a nap. Besides, all I could think about was my pregnancy which I was not ready to discuss on the world wide web. The second is Sunshine has not been sleeping during the afternoons and when she hears any activity she is at my elbow wanting to play so I am not getting any alone time, a prerequisit for productive creativity. And my third and last excuse is, I have an apron to sew but I am afraid to ruin my beautiful fabric. Crazy Ah?
So there you have it, I’m pregnant, uninspired and afraid of a pattern. And this post is my attempt at boosting my inspiration. Hmm, I hear silence which means the girls are sleeping so I am going to fire up the sewing machine and see what kind of project I can come up with see blogging is inspiring maybe myfoggy muddled mind is reversible. Thank you those that keep checking in on me, it warms my heart. And by the way, I heard my baby’s heart beat!